gray day foreshadows fall and i begin as a leaf floating down to the ground whereupon butterflies alight and flutter their wings calling me to arise and move across turtle island but first comes practice… smiling ignites love and i re-member my jules and the pilgrimage we shall make shortly which starts the feedback loop of gratitude fueling being the moment… feeling something is moving powerfully and i breathe it in again and again… as i sync deeper into the heart, a hummingbird appears and is a joy to behold as she dances her beautyway embracing what is and holding a space of liberating grace… thank you, thank you, thank you…