Poetic Peace Pilgrimage – Year 10 – Day 160 – 5/25/2023

on the third anniversary of George Floyd’s murder, still singing today for the Unheard… listen, listen, listen for our heartsong; we will never forget you, we will never forsake you…

“It’s my face man
I didn’t do nothing serious man
please
please
please I can’t breathe
please man
please somebody
please man
I can’t breathe
I can’t breathe
please
(inaudible)
man can’t breathe, my face
just get up
I can’t breathe
please (inaudible)
I can’t breathe sh*t
I will
I can’t move
mama
mama
I can’t
my knee
my nuts
I’m through
I’m through
I’m claustrophobic
my stomach hurt
my neck hurts
everything hurts
some water or something
please
please
I can’t breathe officer
don’t kill me
they gon’ kill me man
come on man
I cannot breathe
I cannot breathe
they gon’ kill me
they gon’ kill me
I can’t breathe
I can’t breathe
please sir
please
please
please I can’t breathe”

~ George Floyd’s Last Words ~

yes, we are feeling the loss… as people of the world, we grieve the tragic loss of another life at the hands of police and more children at the hands of a child… we stand in commonunity with everyone who is hurting. and call for an end to killing for each one is a wound to the heart of all our relatives and a shameful, indelible mark…

some more singing from the late and great poet/pilgrim on a journey, Langston Hughes:

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Let America Be America Again

“Let America be America again. Let it be the dream it used to be. Let it be the pioneer on the plain Seeking a home where he himself is free. (America never was America to me.) Let America be the dream the dreamers dreamed — Let it be that great strong land of love Where never kings connive nor tyrants scheme That any man be crushed by one above. (It never was America to me.) O, let my land be a land where Liberty Is crowned with no false patriotic wreath, But opportunity is real, and life is free, Equality is in the air we breathe. (There’s never been equality for me, Nor freedom in this “homeland of the free.”) Say, who are you that mumbles in the dark? And who are you that draws your veil across the stars? I am the poor white, fooled and pushed apart, I am the Negro bearing slavery’s scars. I am the red man driven from the land, I am the immigrant clutching the hope I seek — And finding only the same old stupid plan Of dog eat dog, of mighty crush the weak. I am the young man, full of strength and hope, Tangled in that ancient endless chain Of profit, power, gain, of grab the land! Of grab the gold! Of grab the ways of satisfying need! Of work the men! Of take the pay! Of owning everything for one’s own greed! I am the farmer, bondsman to the soil. I am the worker sold to the machine. I am the Negro, servant to you all. I am the people, humble, hungry, mean — Hungry yet today despite the dream. Beaten yet today–O, Pioneers! I am the man who never got ahead, The poorest worker bartered through the years. Yet I’m the one who dreamt our basic dream In the Old World while still a serf of kings, Who dreamt a dream so strong, so brave, so true, That even yet its mighty daring sings In every brick and stone, in every furrow turned That’s made America the land it has become. O, I’m the man who sailed those early seas In search of what I meant to be my home — For I’m the one who left dark Ireland’s shore, And Poland’s plain, and England’s grassy lea, And torn from Black Africa’s strand I came To build a “homeland of the free.” The free? Who said the free? Not me? Surely not me? The millions on relief today? The millions shot down when we strike? The millions who have nothing for our pay? For all the dreams we’ve dreamed And all the songs we’ve sung And all the hopes we’ve held And all the flags we’ve hung, The millions who have nothing for our pay — Except the dream that’s almost dead today. O, let America be America again — The land that never has been yet — And yet must be–the land where every man is free. The land that’s mine — the poor man’s, Indian’s, Negro’s, ME — Who made America, Whose sweat and blood, whose faith and pain, Whose hand at the foundry, whose plow in the rain, Must bring back our mighty dream again. Sure, call me any ugly name you choose — The steel of freedom does not stain. From those who live like leeches on the people’s lives, We must take back our land again, America! O, yes, I say it plain, America never was America to me, And yet I swear this oath — America will be! Out of the rack and ruin of our gangster death, The rape and rot of graft, and stealth, and lies, We, the people, must redeem The land, the mines, the plants, the rivers. The mountains and the endless plain — All, all the stretch of these great green states — And make America again!”

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on April 14, 1967 in a speech at Stanford University titled “The Other America,” Dr. King addresses race, poverty and economic justice and speaks to the language of the unheard in the following quotation from the much longer speech:

“Certain conditions continue to exist in our society, which must be condemned as vigorously as we condemn riots. But in the final analysis, a riot is the language of the unheard. And what is it that America has failed to hear? It has failed to hear that the plight of the Negro poor has worsened over the last few years. It has failed to hear that the promises of freedom and justice have not been met. And it has failed to hear that large segments of white society are more concerned about tranquility and the status quo than about justice, equality and humanity. And so in a real sense our nation’s summers of riots are caused by our nation’s winters of delay. And as long as America postpones justice, we stand in the position of having these recurrences of violence and riots over and over again. Social justice and progress are the absolute guarantors of riot prevention.”

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may we take this extraordinary moment and grieve the loss of so many by singing and co-creating a cosmos of compassion and peace built on justice and guided by love…

Poetic Peace Pilgrimage – Year 10 – Day 159 – 5/24/2023

today the planets have aligned so that it is Chiron, Wounded Healer, Day which is divinely timed as today is the one year anniversary of the tragic mass shooting in Uvalde, Texas which came on the heels of Buffalo and Santa Fe and on the eve of the anniversary of George Floyd’s murder… happening at an elementary school where the students were to finish their school year a couple of days later, this massacre brings up Sandy Hook which occurred 3813 days ago and in the almost decade since we have suffered almost 4000 mass shootings in the usa – just since this day a year ago, we are bombarded daily with hearing of another act of violence… this moment of eternity is for deep mourning, it seems fitting to memorialize this moment with a picture i created on this day six years ago: the 5th of my 13 painted ponies, the children’s prayer pony… painted in the fall of 2001, with prayers of children of many faiths for all the children of the earth, this pony shares heartfelt messages of hope for seven generations… with these prayers in our shared field let’s come together in the field out beyond to sing our grief with these words of one of the great Irish bards:

“No one knows the wonder

Your child awoke in you,

Your heart a perfect cradle

To hold its presence.

Inside and outside became one

As new waves of love

Kept surprising your soul.

Now you sit bereft

Inside a nightmare,

Your eyes numbed

By the sight of a grave

No parent should ever see.

You will wear this absence

Like a secret locket,

Always wondering why

Such a new soul

Was taken home so soon.

Let the silent tears flow

And when your eyes clear

Perhaps you will glimpse

How your eternal child

Has become the unseen angel

Who parents your heart

And persuades the moon

To send new gifts ashore.”

~ John O’Donohue ~

Poetic Peace Pilgrimage – Year 10 – Day 158 – 5/23/2023

Happy 8th Anniversary!

on this exquisite day of presence/presents, in this beautiful moment, let’s fly back to the sacred mountain and re-member…

Juliette and Geoff,

this moment, what a moment, a metamorphosing moment here on the mountaintop,

savor this moment… look out at what you have created – beloved community, a circle of love coming here to celebrate your marriage and offer you this blessingway:

Take Refuge in Love

in this moment, this beautiful moment, breathe in deeply

coming home to the heart, true refuge of eternal love

creation’s stillpoint where the dance begins…

in this moment, this beautiful moment, breathe in deeply

hearing beloved’s haunting refrain: come back, come back, always return to love

now greet each other always the same: you are my beloved, i open my heart to you…

in this moment, this beautiful moment, breathe in deeply all the love that you are

opening your one heart ever more expansively – to sky, to earth, to sun, to moon, to stars, to ocean, to beloved

dancing thanksgiving in ever widening circles around the mystery of the great beyond…

in this moment, this beautiful moment,

behold this mountain of majesty, your holy ground of awe and wonder

holding memory of your ever deepening shared pilgrimage,

your sacred journey conjoining heaven and earth

in this moment, this beautiful moment,

sing with your one voice as vast as the ocean

a song of praise and thanks to the sea of love

that is home to your one heart forever and ever, true refuge of eternal love

in this moment, this beautiful moment,

come home to the shared center of your hearts of love

to drink from the well filling all longing with belonging

to infuse every wild cell with an ocean of love

in this moment, this beautiful moment, breathe in deeply

beloved’s constant refrain: come back, come back, always return to love

come home to your one heart, your belonging place of true refuge

to be love, to be loved, to be beloved eternally…

Poetic Peace Pilgrimage – Year 10 – Day 157 – 5/22/2023

“The world cannot be discovered by a journey of miles, no matter how long, but only by a spiritual journey, a journey of one inch, very arduous and humbling and joyful, by which we arrive at the ground at our feet, and learn to be at home.” ~ Wendell Berry ~

the journey of one inch today takes me to the open field out beyond and into Stillness, a place, a sacred space where i love to sojourn… in this moment of eternity of celebrating the astonishing light of being, do you see feel taste hear touch the radiance?  breathe deeply through our one heart and you are there for ever in the murmuration fluid field of  the stillpoint where great mystery sings us, moves us, breathes us, glides us through the tides of life…

are you hearing the sacred voice calling our name? re-minding/re-heartening us of our divine mission, our soul purpose… whispering for us to awaken to our genius, the unique seed in the center of our being… the call to be who we are – rainbow beings of love, compassion, wisdom, peace and joy…

let’s take this moment to conspire, to breathe together, to breathe in deeply descending into our one heart re-membering who we are as the one body, the cosmic tree of life, the seamlessly interwoven web of life, the sacred hoop of harmony vibrating to the frequency of:

I AM loving awareness…

I AM loving awareness…

I AM loving awareness…

I AM loving awareness…

I AM loving awareness…

Poetic Peace Pilgrimage – Year 10 – Day 156 – 5/21/2023

in this sacred moment of the astonishing light of eternity, as i listen to and flow with the cosmic hum, i see the peace pilgrimage as our unfolding collective journey of transformation moving us from egocentrism to ecocentrism… let’s listen to the sacred voice always calling us home to our true nature as heard by Black Elk:

“Then a Voice said: “Behold this day, for it is yours to make. Now you shall stand upon the center of the earth to see, for there they are taking you.” I was still on my bay horse, and once more I felt the riders of the west, the north, the east, the south, behind me, as before, and we were going east. I looked ahead and saw the mountains there with rocks and forests on them, and from the mountains flashed all colors upward to the heavens.

Then I was standing on the highest mountain of them all, and round about beneath me was the whole hoop of the world. And while I stood there I saw more than I can tell and I understood more than I saw; for I saw in a sacred manner the shapes of all things in the spirit, and the shape of all shapes as they must live together like one being. And I saw that the sacred hoop of my people was one of many hoops that made one circle, wide as daylight and as starlight, and in the center grew one mighty flowering tree to shelter all the children of one mother and one father. And I saw that it was holy.

Then as I stood there, two men were coming from the east, head first like arrows flying, and between them rose the daybreak star. They came and gave a herb to me and said: “With this on earth you shall undertake anything and do it.” It was the Daybreak-Star herb, the herb of understanding, and they told me to drop it on the earth. I saw it falling far, and when it struck Mother Earth it rooted and grew and flowered, four blossoms on one stem, a black, a white, a scarlet, and a yellow. The rays from these streamed upward to the heavens so that all creatures saw it and in no place was there darkness.

may we all listen, listen, listen for the heartsong, the sacred call, the original words of instruction that created the world and ask us to witness the wonder and do our part in co-creating a world of harmony, one symphony with a thousand thousand fold instruments of peace…

Poetic Peace Pilgrimage – Year 10 – Day 155 – 5/20/2023

“The Symphony of Peace Prayers builds upon our diversity to create a sense of oneness. Through our collaboration, and by bringing our hearts together, we are building a peaceful world.”
~ Masami Saionji, Fuji Sanctuary ~

building a peaceful world begins with each and every one of us; we are being called upon in this moment of eternity of existential crisis to transcend our differences in faith, creed, ethnicity, nationality, and background, and to come together with an elevated consciousness to forge a new path of light going forward with the Symphony of Peace Prayers aiming to be one of the vehicles for our cosmic transformation…

celebrated every year in May since 2005, this 19th celebration of the Symphony of Peace Prayers was especially rich with the theme of circulating the peace prayers around the planet on this day i devoted to listening in reverence to so many wisdomkeepers as i “travel” to the land of the rising sun with Mt Fuji as background…

following the offerings of prayers for peace on earth, there’s an amazing ceremony with each of the 194 flags of the countries on earth brought forward so we can all chant together peace in _ saying peace in the country’s native language… it is so beautiful, encouraging, heartening and inspiring to be awash in this symphony of peace…

here is the vision for a world of peace from the Fuji Declaration:

“As individuals responsible for the future of life on Earth, we hereby declare that:

We affirm the divine spark in the heart and mind of every human being and intend to live by its light in every sphere of our existence. • We commit ourselves to fulfilling our shared mission of creating lasting peace on Earth through our ways of living and acting. • We intend to live and act so as to enhance the quality of life and the well-being of all forms of life on the planet, recognizing that all living things in all their diversity are interconnected and are one. • We will continually strive to free the human spirit for deep creativity, and to nurture the transformation necessary to forge a new paradigm in all spheres of human activity, including economics, science, medicine, politics, business, education, religion, the arts, communications and the media. • We shall make it our mission to design, communicate and implement a more spiritual and harmonious civilization—a civilization that enables humankind to realize its inherent potential and advance to the next stage of its material, spiritual, and cultural evolution.

AWAKENING THE DIVINE SPARK IN THE SPIRIT OF HUMANITY For a Civilization of Oneness with Diversity on Planet Earth”

peace prevails on earth…

Poetic Peace Pilgrimage – Year 10 – Day 154 – 5/19/2023

“We try to re-create ourselves when things fall apart. We return to the solid ground of our self-concept as quickly as possible. …When things fall apart, instead of struggling to regain our concept of who we are, we can use it as an opportunity to be open and inquisitive about what has just happened and what will happen next. That is how we turn this arrow into a flower.”

~ Pema Chödrön ~

in this moment of new beginnings with the taurus new moon inviting our opening to creativity, i dream of a world where i want to dwell injoying the opportunity to be open and curious about what is going on with the continued unfolding of this great mystery… this image is one of my favorites, i call it rainbow rebirth which seems LOVEly for this sacred moment of eternity when we are called to go deeply within to murmurate and change direction re-membering who we truly are…

like you, perhaps, i’ve been feeling an ongoing seismic shift for so many moons, thirty years ago i began my daily mantra of being one of the ones to call in the new/old world and here she is and here i am with an emphatic calling to gather with imaginal cells, a starling murmuration, open to aligning with divine flow…

may we all come into a deeper and more expansive knowing of who we are… slowed down sound and light waves in a sea of love energy, the ocean of being, the flowering field of interconnection and may we take this extraordinary moment of eternity to slow down to do the deep work of radical (rooted) change by plugging into the taproot/umbilical cord in the core of our interbeing and aligning our antennae with the source antenna living like the river of life flowing in wonder with the mystery of the unfolding…

let us close this ceremony with a favorite poem about light and creativity and painting your radiant rebirth, this one penned by the poet/painter, Lawrence Ferlinghetti, who only wanted to paint sunlight on the walls of life…

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Instructions to Painters and Poets

“I asked a hundred painters and a hundred poets
how to paint sunlight
on the face of life
Their answers were ambiguous and ingenious
as if they were all guarding trade secrets
Whereas it seems to me
all you have to do
is conceive of the whole world
and all humanity
as a kind of art work
a site-specific art work
an art project of the god of light
the whole earth and all that’s in it
to be painted with light

And the first thing you have to do
is paint out postmodern painting
And the next thing is to paint yourself
in your true colors
in primary colors
as you see them
(without whitewash)
paint yourself as you see yourself
without make-up
without masks

Then paint your favorite people and animals
with your brush loaded with light
And be sure you get the perspective right
and don’t fake it
because one false line leads to another

And then paint the high hills
when the sun first strikes them
on an autumn morning
With your palette knife
lay it on
the cadmium yellow leaves
the ochre leaves
the vermillion leaves
of a New England autumn
And paint the ghost light of summer nights
and the light of the midnight sun
which is moon light

And don’t paint out the shadows made by light
for without chiaroscuro you’ll have shallow pictures
So paint all the dark corners too
everywhere in the world
all the hidden places and minds and hearts
which light never reaches
all the caves of ignorance and fear
the pits of despair
the sloughs of despond
and write plain upon them
“Abandon all despair, ye who enter here”

And don’t forget to paint
all those who lived their lives
as bearers of light
Paint their eyes
and the eyes of every animal
and the eyes of beautiful women
known best for the perfection of their breasts
and the eyes of men and women
known only for the light of their minds
Paint the light in their eyes
the light of sunlit laughter
the song of eyes
the song of birds in flight

And remember that the light is within
if it is anywhere
and you must paint from the inside
Start with purity
with pure white
the pure white of gesso
the pure white of cadmium white
the pure white of flake white
the pure virgin canvas
the pure life we all begin with

Turner painted sunlight
with egg tempera
(which proved unstable)
and Van Gogh did it with madness
and the blood of his ear
(also unstable)
and the Impressionists did it
by never using black
and the Abstract Expressionists did it
with white house paint

But you can do it with the pure pigment
(if you can figure out the formula)
of your own true light
But before you strike the first blow
on the virgin canvas
remember its fragility
and remember its innocence
its original innocence
before you strike the first blow

Or perhaps never strike it
And let the light come through
the inner light of the canvas
the inner light of the models posed
in the life study the inner light of everyone
Let it all come through
like a pentimento
the light that’s been painted over
the life that’s been painted over
so many times
Let it all surge to the surface
the painted-over image
of primal life on earth

And when you’ve finished your painting
stand back astonished
stand back and observe
the life on earth that you’ve created
the lighted life on earth
that you’ve created
a new brave world”

my soul honors your soul/our soul… i honor the place in you/in us where the infinite resides. i honor the light, love, truth, beauty, joy and peace within you/within us…

Poetic Peace Pilgrimage – Year 10 – Day 139 – 5/4/2023

today marks the 53rd anniversary of  Kent State, a day when students all over were protesting the war, a day that turned tragic with four dead in Ohio, a day that would lead to a general strike four days later when four million of us gathered to wage peace…

 in this sacred moment of eternity, let us weave these threads together, the threads of coming home to the heart and re-membering all those who serve peace by sharing the sage wisdom of a woman named Mildred Norman Ryder who inspired this poetic peace pilgrimage and me along with hundreds of others… on a New Year’s Day many years ago, she left behind her home, her family and her name, to begin what would turn into a 28-year walk for a meaningful way of life. Peace Pilgrim’s fearlessness, love and simplicity continues to inspire people worldwide. Hear her words on the four relinquishments, or what we might call today surrenders or softenings, that powered her way of life and that are so divinely timed now during this most powerful eclipse season calling for transformation, for letting go…

“IF YOU REALIZED HOW POWERFUL YOUR THOUGHTS ARE, YOU WOULD NEVER THINK A NEGATIVE THOUGHT.”
~ PEACE PILGRIM ~

“Once you’ve made the first relinquishment, you have found inner peace because it’s the relinquishment of self-will. You can work on this by refraining from doing any not-good thing you may be motivated toward, but you never suppress it! If you are motivated to do or say a mean thing, you can always think of a good thing. You deliberately turn around and use that same energy to do or say a good thing instead. It works!

The second relinquishment is the relinquishment of the feeling of separateness. We begin feeling very separate and judging everything as it relates to us, as though we were the center of the universe. Even after we know better intellectually, we still judge things that way. In reality, of course, we are all cells in the body of humanity. We are not separate from our fellow humans. The whole thing is a totality. It’s only from that higher viewpoint that you can know what it is to love your neighbor as yourself. From that higher viewpoint there becomes just one realistic way to work, and that is for the good of the whole. As long as you work for your selfish little self, you’re just one cell against all those other cells, and you’re way out of harmony. But as soon as you begin working for the good of the whole, you find yourself in harmony with all of your fellow human beings. You see, it’s the easy, harmonious way to live.

Then there is the third relinquishment, and that is the relinquishment of all attachments. Material things must be put into their proper place. They are there for use. It’s all right to use them; that’s what they’re there for. But when they’ve outlived their usefulness, be ready to relinquish them and perhaps pass them on to someone who does need them. Anything that you cannot relinquish when it has outlived its usefulness possesses you, and in this materialistic age a great many of us are possessed by our possessions. We are not free.

Now the last: the relinquishment of all negative feelings. I want to mention just one negative feeling which the nicest people still experience, and that negative feeling is worry. Worry is not concern which would motivate you to do everything possible in a situation. Worry is a useless mulling over of things we cannot change. Let me mention just one technique. Seldom do you worry about the present moment; it’s usually all right. If you worry, you agonize over the past which you should have forgotten long ago, or you’re apprehensive over the future which hasn’t even come yet. We tend to skim right over the present time. Since this is the only moment that one can live, if you don’t live it you never really get around to living at all. If you do live this present moment, you tend not to worry. For me, every moment is a new opportunity to be of service.”

may we all empty ourselves to create a vast spaciousness, a field out beyond for planting seeds of peace within and service dedicated for the benefit of all…

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Poetic Peace Pilgrimage – Year 10 – Day 138 – 5/3/2023

“Instead of resisting to changes, surrender. Let life be with you, not against you. If you think ‘My life will be upside down’ don’t worry. How do you know down is not better than upside?”

~ Shams of Tabriz ~

in the days of Rumi, when you traveled, you traveled in a caravan and spent the night in a guesthouse, Rumi asks us to look at our own heart like a guesthouse graciously entertaining all emotions while not identifying with or attaching to them… Rumi would have us ask, “What is the state of your heart, what are you entertaining this moment of eternity?”

and so when joy comes to visit, we welcome joy warmly knowing joy will be moving on with the caravan, this beautiful guest will pass onward… when the next guest knocks at the door, can we welcome sadness as graciously, as an old companion who has visited many times re-membering that sadness like joy does not stay and does pass on as well…

are you able to be this magnanimous with your own heart? know you are a solid, rooted tree of life with arms outstretched to the heavens… we are made in the image of love and this is our work to be and become more and more radical love, rooted love grounded in the deep earth and reaching into the ever expanding vast skysea… my intention more emphatic than ever is to live like the river of life flows carried by the mystery of unfolding…

Poetic Peace Pilgrimage – Year 10 – Day 137 – 5/2/2023

a favorite teacher of mine, Albert Einstein, reminds us that no matter how long we live to always stand like a curious child before Great Mystery…

today, i am also reminded of a transformational moment and, yes, the moment is the teacher of love… when i was a college student, following a nirvana experience i real-eyesed all there is, is love and wanted to revolutionize education to speak, study, read only of love…

it is murmuration may, what better time to resurrect that  half a century old call for a love revolution…

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may we greet each miraculous moment, each teacher of love, with wonder

may we open the cracks in our one heart to cosmic love’s  healing power

may we embrace great mystery’s flow

may we dance lightly on the path of reverence melting into cosmic love’s radiant glow

may we be a caravan of re-joy-sing

may all bells resonate to the same ring

always being love, always becoming love

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namaste’

*this contemplation is a gift of love offered and dedicated to source in appreciation for the gift of life more abundant, eternal life… may this gift in honor of all teachers of love bless our safe passage and may this gift return blessings a thousand thousand fold with the most expansive and deepest good for all…