every outbreath, an emptying… every inbreath, a re-membering…
as i walk the camino of peace today under the harvest full moon with the sun still shining in virgo, i continue being challenged, appropriately so, in this sacred moonspell of september to contemplate what is sacred to me/us, so sacred that i’d/we’d go beyond usual comfort zones and give the fullest measure of my/our energies… this contemplation is one that plays like a broken record and one where i love bringing up the image of both the inner and outer cosmic blue stars as the whirling primordial space, the womb of chaos giving birth to dancing stars, big dreams, brave new worlds, that space of breaking free of convention and daring to dream with wild abandon…
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A MIND THAT HAS NO WALLS, THAT IS NOT BURDENED WITH ITS OWN ACQUISITIONS, ACCUMULATIONS, WITH ITS OWN KNOWLEDGE, A MIND THAT LIVES TIMELESSLY, INSECURELY – TO SUCH A MIND, LIFE IS AN EXTRAORDINARY THING. SUCH A MIND IS LIFE ITSELF, BECAUSE LIFE HAS NO RESTING PLACE.
– JIDDU KRISHNAMURTI –~
yes, this is the dancing blue star, free and easy wanderer, imaginal cell i aspire to being and the soul draws me towards…
so, dear sangha of free and easy wanderers, what is sacred to you, calling you to break your heart open?
Poetic PEACE Pilgrimage – Year 6 – Day 271 – 9/13/2019
every outbreath, an emptying… every inbreath, a re-membering…
thousandfold thanks, sister moon, heart of abundance, horn of plenty for this spell of basking in your bounty, bathing in your light, drinking in balance, flowing in harmony, gathering in your generously streaming of quintessence and slowly harvesting the fruits in this turn of the wheel calling us to come within to listen to the song of our soul, the pied piper of life…
under this moon of water with a mystical bent, what is our soul calling us to do with our wild and precious life? dance to move your energy through the body to embody the full moon’s energy… let your prayers flow through…
this moon under yhe virgo sun also asks us to go within to see how we are being called to of service… how do we express our reverence for earth? what do we need to let go of? what inspirations are welling up collectively?
now, let’s take this moment to conspire, to breathe together in gratitude gathering the quintessence re-membering who we truly are… loving sparks of light…
I am not these eyes and what they see, I am the soul of loving awareness quintessentially…
settle into spacious awareness saying… I am not these ears and what they hear, I am the soul of loving awareness quintessentially…
breathing in and out and simply being saying… I am not this mouth and what it tastes, I am the soul of loving awareness quintessentially… I am not these hands and what they touch, I am the soul of loving awareness quintessentially… I am not this nose and what it smells, I am the soul of loving awareness quintessentially…
now noticing thoughts arising and memories saying… I am not these thoughts, I am the soul of loving awareness quintessentially… I am not these memories, I am the soul of loving awareness quintessentially…
now seeing the whole body and feeling the body from within the body saying… I am not this body, I am the soul of loving awareness quintessentially…
breathing in feeling simply loving awareness… breathing out letting go of everything except resting in the soul of loving awareness quintessentially…
thank you for filling us with lovingkindness
thank you for supporting us in everything
thank you for holding us in peace and ease
shanti, shanti, shantihi…
Poetic PEACE Pilgrimage – Year 6 – Day 270 – 9/12/2019
every outbreath, an emptying… every inbreath, a re-membering…
i awaken on this second day of the third year of the most conscious, deepest, and most expansive awakening initiation in the glow of boddhicitta, the awakened heart opening ever wider and wider to the suffering of the world…
in the buddhist teaching of love, there are four elements with the first being maitri – friendship, brotherhood/sisterhood/beinghood, loving-kindness… the second is karuna – the capacity to understand the suffering and help remove and transform it – compassion… mudita is the third element – joy… the last element is upeksha – nondiscrimination which is a higher form of love… The four qualities, also call the four unlimited minds, are limitless – infinite love… the bodhisattva of love is in us, boddicitta is our heart…
so i’m feeling so softened this day on the camino simply binge totally surrendered in the present moment breathing peace and listening deeply…
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For Presence
Awaken to the mystery of being here
and enter the quiet immensity of your own presence.
Have joy and peace in the temple of your senses.
Receive encouragement when new frontiers beckon.
Respond to the call of your gift and the courage to
follow its path.
Let the flame of anger free you of all falsity.
May warmth of heart keep your presence aflame.
May anxiety never linger about you.
May your outer dignity mirror an inner dignity of
soul.
Take time to celebrate the quiet miracles that seek
no attention.
Be consoled in the secret symmetry of your soul…
~ John O’Donohue ~~
may we experience each day as a sacred gift woven
around our boddicitta heart of wonder…namaste, beloveds
Poetic PEACE Pilgrimage – Year 6 – Day 269 – 9/11/2019
every outbreath, an emptying… every inbreath, a re-membering…
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we all be longing to come home to our one heart
to awaken and re-member our original space of belonging
where mother waters sing to us of our true nature
one body, one mind, one heartbeat, one love
welcome home to our belonging circle
welcome home to an ocean of love
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today, the walk on the camino delivers me into a community, truly, a common unity of love and compassion and generosity and encouragement for the brokenhearted living in the gap of the world that is and the world that can be… today is a day of collective grief and the first day of eleven days of global unity culminating in international peace day on the twenty-first and as we come together seeking wisdom for how we hold ourselves with integrity through our collective dark night and awakening, i turn to one who speaks eloquently on this essential question, one on which our survival depends…
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HH the Dalai Lama on Global Compassion:
“I believe that at every level of society—familial, national and international—the key to a happier and more successful world is the growth of compassion. We do not need to become religious, nor do we need to believe in a particular ideology. All that is necessary is for each of us to develop our good human qualities. I believe that the cultivation of individual happiness can contribute in a profound and effective way to the overall improvement of the entire human community.
We all share an identical need for love, and on the basis of this commonality, it is possible to feel that anybody we meet, in whatever circumstances, is a brother or sister. No matter how new the face or how different the dress or behavior, there is no significant division between us and other people. It is foolish to dwell on external differences because our basic natures are the same.
The benefits of transcending such superficial differences become clear when we look at our global situation. Ultimately, humanity is one and this small planet is our only home. If we are to protect this home of ours, each of us needs to experience a vivid sense of universal altruism and compassion. It is only this feeling that can remove the self-centered motives that cause people to deceive and misuse one another. If you have a sincere and open heart, you naturally feel self-worth and confidence, and there is no need to be fearful of others.
The need for an atmosphere of openness and cooperation at the global level is becoming more urgent. In this modern age, when it comes to dealing with economic situations there are no longer familial or even national boundaries. From country to country and continent to continent, the world is inextricably interconnected. Each country depends heavily on the others. In order for a country to develop its own economy, it is forced to take seriously into account the economic conditions of other countries as well. In fact, economic improvement in other countries ultimately results in economic improvement in one’s own country.
In view of these facts about our modern world, we need a total revolution in our thinking and our habits. It is becoming clearer every day that a viable economic system must be based on a true sense of universal responsibility. In other words, what we need is a genuine commitment to the principles of universal brotherhood and sisterhood. This much is clear, isn’t it? This is not just a holy, moral or religious ideal. Rather, it is the reality of our modem human existence.
If you reflect deeply enough, it becomes obvious that we need more compassion and altruism everywhere. This critical point can be appreciated by observing the current state of affairs in the world, whether in the fields of modern economics and health care, or in political and military situations. In addition to the multitude of social and political crises, the world is also facing an ever-increasing cycle of natural calamities. Year after year, we have witnessed a radical shifting of global climatic patterns that has led to grave consequences: excessive rain in some countries that has brought serious flooding, a shortage of precipitation in other countries that has resulted in devastating droughts. Fortunately, concern for ecology and the environment is rapidly growing everywhere. We are now beginning to appreciate that the question of environmental protection is ultimately a question of our very survival on this planet. As human beings, we must also respect our fellow members of the human family: our neighbors, our friends, and so forth. Compassion, loving-kindness, altruism, and a sense of brotherhood and sisterhood are the keys not only to human development, but to planetary survival.
The success or failure of humanity in the future depends primarily upon the will and determination of the present generation. If we ourselves do not utilize our faculties of will and intelligence, there is no one else who can guarantee our future and that of the next generation. This is an indisputable fact. We cannot place the entire blame on politicians or those people who are seen as directly responsible for various situations; we too must bear some responsibility personally. It is only when the individual accepts personal responsibility that he or she begins to take some initiative. Just shouting and complaining is not good enough. A genuine change must first come from within the individual, then he or she can attempt to make significant contributions to humanity. Altruism is not merely a religious ideal; it is an indispensable requirement for humanity at large.”
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may we deeply listen and digest this wisdom of how to hold the tension by responding creatively rather than reacting with retaliation and violence and by re-membering who we truly are… beloveds of the beloved circle…
namaste
Poetic PEACE Pilgrimage – Year 6 – Day 268 – 9/10/2019
every outbreath, an emptying… every inbreath, a re-membering…
such a conscious quest i’mon these last two years to do just that – to awaken every wild cell in this body cell of the one body we all are and what an adventure transmuting the lead into gold…
for the last nine days, i’ve been in intense purification feeling into the anniversary of 730 days or 104 weeks of the deepest, most conscious awakening initiation ever inspired by my ruptured fire eye exploding in pain on 9/11 and for the second time in a couple of years, i was offered an invitation to go deeper into insight as outer sight was being severely compromised… as with all calls to initiation, i did not feel i had it in me to make this pilgrimage, and, yet in surrendering to limited outer sight, a rhythm of synchronisiddhi, of meaningful co-incidence followed opening my broken heart to a heart broken wide open… holy synchronicity, in this deep pool of reflection, a re-membering flows by… today is also the sixth anniversary of the first outer poetic peace pilgrimage, a day when i connected with Sacajawea who vowed to guide me through the wilder-ness…
approaching the beginning of the third year of awakening, it’s so interesting to be in the midst of a third challenge of saving eyesight which is catapulting me into the most profound letting go amplified by the loss of so much history and by the walking of the camino going from outer to inner…
this awakening project we call life guided by the enspirited soul emphatically, magnetically pulls me home to be an instrument of peace, a hollow reed, a channel for source energy to pour love through…
so, on a day such as this, under the spell of the moon waxing full, may we let go of the inessential and re-member what truly matters is who we are…
souls dressed up in loose garments dancing/singing light between the worlds…
Poetic PEACE Pilgrimage – Year 6 – Day 267 – 9/9/2019
every outbreath, an emptying… every inbreath, a re-membering…
walking the camino today is a day of deeply breathing and dancing in the chaos on this day of nines which is the number of transformation and is an energy resonating so profoundly through me on the ninth day of the ninth month as i take refuge in the blissness blue moon lodge, because blue moon lodges are the lodges for transformation, of transformation…
today’s walk along the camino of peace brings up the words of the Dalai Lama about our island home desperately needing more peacemakers, healers, restorers, lovers and storytellers which reminds me of an old legend of the first peoples of this land…
this legend about a savior named deganawida, the peacemaker, originated over a thousand years ago during the final decades of pre-columbian america at a time like now, a time of pervasive fear and instability in the iroquois world when a young virgin gave birth to a son… she was told in a dream that “your child will be a messenger of the creator and will bring peace and harmony to the people on earth.”
when deganawida came of age he told his mother, “I shall now build my canoe from white stone, for the time has come for me to start my mission in this world. I know I must travel afar on lakes and rivers to seek out the council smoke of nations beyond this lake. It is now time for me to go stop the shedding of blood among human beings.”
as deganawida began his mission he first encountered a group of hunters who were fleeing from the bloodshed in the their own village and he instructed them: “Go back to your people and tell them that the Good News of Peace and Righteousness has come to your nation.”
the peacemaker’s mission, as the many accounts of the legend make clear, was to reestablish the natural equilibrium on which the well being of individuals, societies, and the whole of creation depends… deganawida achieved this mission by healing them—by “making their minds straight.” deganawida’s role was not that of a warrior, but a redemptive shaman—a healer… he was quite explicit about the mission: “health means peace, for that is what comes when minds are sane and bodies are cared for.”
on this day of transformation, may we all be peacemakers every moment…
yes, make us instruments of thy peace and where there is hatred let us sow love and where there is despair, hope and where there is darkness, light…
om, shanti, shanti, shantihi…
namaste’
Poetic PEACE Pilgrimage – Year 6 – Day 266 – 9/8/2019
every outbreath, an emptying… every inbreath, a re-membering…
sometimes it’s hard to make the leap into the unknown letting go of trusty supports… taking a step into wilderness, wilder ness, unmapped inner landscapes…some days it’s easier especially when we’re together in the field walking home hand in hand… how i love so many are joining in on the pilgrimage, metaphorically dancing deeper and deeper into the way of peace, letting go of habit patterns to breathe in more spaciousness, more opening of the heart…
on awakening, i love savoring, luxuriating in liminal space, curled up in a sacred spot after flying through the dreamtime sky and diving deeply into grandmother ocean and listening to her lullabies blessing the adventuring into new spaces, wide open places of true refuge, coming home to our one heart, letting go and dissolving into divine flow… listen to her words comforting, soothing, encouraging…
Grandmother Ocean Blessingway
May you find comfort resting with me.
May my heart be a grandmother’s heart, my waves like a grandmother’s arms.
May my response to your suffering be a grandmother’s response to your suffering.
May I sit with you in the dark, like a grandmother sits in the dark.
May you know through our relationship that love can always be trusted…in this space, i reai-eyes, that , yes, i have always been led… yes, the soul knows the way of journeying into the unknown along that pathless path choreographed by great mystery, great spirit…
today, to dream the i’mpossible dream and climb every mountain are humming me, singing me as i live out this wild and precious moment…
and you?
Poetic PEACE Pilgrimage – Year 6 – Day 265 – 9/7/2019
every outbreath, an emptying… every inbreath, a re-membering…
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“A true vocation requires shedding anything that would impede or obscure the call. A true pilgrimage requires letting go of the very things most people try to hold onto. In seeking after what the soul desires we become pilgrims with no home but the path the soul would have us follow. As the old proverb says, “Before you begin the journey, you own the journey. Once you have begun, the journey owns you.” After all, what good is a dream that doesn’t test the mettle of the dreamer? What good is a path that doesn’t carry us to the edge and then beyond that place? A true calling involves a great exposure before it can become a genuine refuge.”
– Michael Meade –~
while walking the camino of peace and purification today, i am tempted to come off the pilgrimage and distract myself from this calling of leaping into the great unknown and so i return to the breath, come home to the stillpoint, the present moment, the calling…
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The Journey
Above the mountains
the geese turn into
the light againPainting their
black silhouettes
on an open sky.Sometimes everything
has to be
inscribed across
the heavensso you can find
the one line
already written
inside you.Sometimes it takes
a great sky
to find thatsmall, bright
and indescribable
wedge of freedom
in your own heart.Sometimes with
the bones of the black
sticks left when the fire
has gone outsomeone has written
something new
in the ashes of your life.You are not leaving
you are arriving.~ David Whyte ~
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Poetic PEACE Pilgrimage – Year 6 – Day 264 – 9/6/2019
every outbreath, an emptying… every inbreath, a re-membering…
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a mind like the sky
emptiness as vast as space
witnessing wonder
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the sanskrit word for emptiness is shunyata while the chinese character is sky… both representations plus the image of hang gliding convey some of the experience of our true nature of emptiness… the joyful freedom and liberation when empty of separation, weightiness, burdens and limitation… a state empty of suffering while grounded in boundless compassion for all relatives, a state sans borders and boundaries, as vast and expansive as the deep peace of the running wave flowing through the all that is…
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re-member open sky
return to her, breathe and fly
our one heart soars high
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lovely day walking the camino of peace and purification… purifying, emptying, being a hollow reed, an instrument of peace tuning into the cosmic hum while floating in the buoyant sea of spacious timelessness
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in this love field may we walk
all day long may we walk…
Poetic PEACE Pilgrimage – Year 6 – Day 263 – 9/5/2019
every outbreath, an emptying… every inbreath, a re-membering…
with every breath and every step on the camino of peace today, a soul song from the source leading this pilgrimage flows – make me an instrument of thy peace, where there is hatred, let me sow love…
in addition to this beloved prayer of St Francis, patron of this pilgrimage, i am singing a song of peace of Jane Goodall…
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We pray to the great Spiritual Power in which
we live and move and have our being.
We pray that we may at all times
keep our minds open to new ideas and shun dogma;
that we may grow in our understanding of the nature of all living beings
and our connectedness with the natural world;
that we may become ever more filled with
generosity of spirit and true compassion and love for all life;
that we may strive to heal the hurts that we have inflicted on nature
and control our greed for material things, knowing that
our actions are harming our natural world and the future of our children;
that we may value each and every human being
for who he is, for who she is,
reaching to the spirit that is within,
knowing the power of each individual to change the world.~
namaste’
buen camino!









