Poetic Peace Pilgrimage – Year 8 – Day 43/8 Years – 2600 Days – 1/28/2021

as we all cry out at this first full moon of this new year for a vision of new life coming over the next thirteen moons, a vision inspired by inner light, fiery leo , heart of humanity stands with sun at the heart of the solar system forming a channel for the great star of initiation, Sirius, chalice of pure love energy to pour forth overflowing gifts of radiant light and divine love through our one cosmic heart…

this leo moon is calling us to be lionhearted – authentic, integrous, fearless, creative rebels with a cause singing a new song of the earth, our soul song of beloved community living as one cosmic heart  being, living, knowing we belong to each other and love is who we are….

let us take this moment under this full moon of connecting deeply with SELF to breathe in and breathe out, dream, invoke, ground into earth and fly across the skies our vision of how best to serve the whole… and, as we sit around the cosmic round table with all our relations contemplating the grail question, we thank our sister full moon for the gift of creative fire, the gift of creative expression to share in the great circle of love…

as spontaneously as we are pulled by a magnetic force to gather together around the sacred children’s fire, i hear the same conversation echoing again and again…. how are we to be, who are we to be, how to come into more balance… and on this day of the turning of the wheel contemplating what is truly real, asking and rethinking what are we choosing to birth, for what do we choose to stand?

We Stand for the Earth.
We Stand for the Water.
We Stand for the Children at the Sacred Ceremony of Fire!

standing together being loving presence always…

howlelujah, beloveds in this moment of eternity of liberating and celebrating wild soul!

Poetic Peace Pilgrimage – Year 8 – Day 42 – 1/27/2021

Dear Siddhizens of the Cosmos,

i arose early today to tune into the announcement of what time it is on the doomsday clock… not surprisingly, it’s still 100 seconds to midnight… leaving the clock as close to midnight as it has ever been in its 73-year long history confirms the need to take urgent action to address these dual existential threats of nuclear weapons and climate change…

today’s announcement is a vital reminder that when it comes to the existential threats posed by nuclear weapons and climate change, we face systemic dangers that demand systemic solutions…

the reality is that a small group of governments — the United States and Russia chief among them — insist their national security can only be guaranteed by holding the world hostage to nuclear conflict… too many people in power believe the perceived security benefits of these weapons are worth the inherent risks but those risks are higher than commonly understood and extend to extinction-level events; it is after all called the ‘Doomsday Clock’…

we must prioritize efforts that reduce the most proximate nuclear risks and eliminate nuclear weapons, our survival depends on it…

Poetic Peace Pilgrimage – Year 8 – Day 41 – 1/26/2021

today, i share two of my favorite poems from one of my favorite farmers of the heart, Wendell Berry….

The Real Work

It may be that when we no longer know what to do
we have come to our real work,

and that when we no longer know which way to go
we have come to our real journey.

The mind that is not baffled is not employed.

The impeded stream is the one that sings.

~

The Peace of Wild Things

When despair for the world grows in me
and I wake in the night at the least sound
in fear of what my life and my children’s lives may be,
I go and lie down where the wood drake
rests in his beauty on the water, and the great heron feeds.
I come into the peace of wild things
who do not tax their lives with forethought
of grief. I come into the presence of still water.
And I feel above me the day-blind stars
waiting with their light. For a time
I rest in the grace of the world, and am free.

Poetic Peace Pilgrimage – Year 8 – Day 40 – 1/25/2021

when i see this picture today that i took five turns around the sun and five moons ago on a pilgrimage through the belly of the earth to the healing waters of a once powerful falls, it looks like a dream which prompts my re-membering a dream of five years and five moonths ago which feels just right for the five month anniversary of my latest dying and rebirthing on this day that begins the fourth week of forced evacuation from where i live due to a disaster…

before sharing the dream, let’s inter sacred space with deepest bows to grandmother spider… always weaving a web of such amazing, intricate interconnectedness demonstrating beyond the shadow of a doubt that we live in a cosmos of implicate order, great mystery unfolding,.. yes, below the deep river of suffering is another river always bubbling and whispering all is well…

and now for the lucid dream of five/five years/moonths ago on this very day, a potent dream of grace so perfect for this first moonth of the decade of destiny when we are called to listen, listen, listen to the heartsong of the council of ancestors – rainbow sky, the stone people, brother sun, sister moon, floating clouds, mother waters…

 i’m in a car and we’re winding around a narrow and oh so steep mountain road when i real-eyes no one is driving the car on this precipitous path… i look around and feel the presence of pure love auto piloting the vehicle and in that moment i know i can relax and trust this journey… looking out to the left, i see beloved ocean below flowing in and out and i am filled with peace, love and joy as we continue our spiraling trek around the mountain into the land of rainbow sky where i breathe in this moment of awe and rest on the trail of wandering in wonder knowing everything is grace, especially important on a day like today to be reminded and to hear the lost falls’ echoes rising from the river below the river whispering… be here now standing in the center seeing all that is as sacred, as one vast ocean of being one with cosmic flow…

may our dreams come alive today…

Poetic Peace Pilgrimage – Year 8 – Day 39 – 1/24/2021

as always, such a treasure trove of riches to share on this day of honoring the astonishing light of being; in this moment of eternity, i am called to celebrate Grandmother Bernadette of the 13 Indigenous Grandmothers whose courageous and generous spirit returned home on January 20th…

known for always tending the fire, here are Grandmother’s last words of transmission spoken ten days before transitioning….

” At my old age I am often asked about transmission. How I envision it, who it’s intended for, and why pass it on? … Many questions I’ll try to answer.

Transmission helps to safeguard the continuity of knowledge. Like a torch whose flame makes it possible to light another torch. Knowledge not only illuminates consciousness but also creates guardians of this consciousness generating bearers of light, people who will ensure that this knowledge is protected, preserved and can be transmitted once again. 

For many years already, this has been a topic that matters a lot to me. I’m clear about the value of the gift I’ve received, and I have to keep it alive by giving it back to future generations, in the most appropriate form. Through dreams, I get regular messages that encourage me to do so. Spirits insist that I awaken consciousness around me.

Where I am, transmission is happening on a daily basis. With my family, with the people who come to meet me, with the team around me. It’s done in different ways depending on the direction that is required. This is the natural extension of my former job as a teacher, a form of education working on its own, orally, through gestures, or even in silence. Yet it is always always very concrete and requires physical proximity.

Regarding transmission of power, this is a very delicate topic because it’s difficult to know the morality of the person who will receive it. Does he or she really measure the value of what will be received? Will he or she have the ability to take on this new responsibility? What will be the use of what will be given?

I never trust appearances –  preferring to rely on specific assessment criteria that determines whether the transmission of power or knowledge can happen. The criteria can be based on a person’s life achievements, a family situation, whether there is enough foundation to assume a new status, and what a person’s behavior indicates about their morality. I also look at the overall nature of things and take time to get the green light before any action.

Sacredness. This is very sensitive because what is sacred is normally kept secret. Even more so now with the saturated use of social media – everything is said, everything is written, everything is shared, we no longer distinguish what is sacred from the rest. To reveal sacred knowledge when it cannot be received and understood appropriately can weaken the power held within it.

On the other hand, if you don’t transmit, you take the risk of cutting the lineage, ending a living knowledge, letting the flame you’ve nurtured all your life go out.
Transmission remains first and foremost an altruistic act, serving the divine and humanity, and I will always do my best to perform it in the most accurate way.”

~ Rose Bernadette Rebienot Owansango ~
January 1, 1934 – January 20, 2021

with profound gratitude, we bid fare well to our beloved grandmother knowing the great mother welcomes her home…

Poetic Peace Pilgrimage – Year 8 – Day 38 – 1/23/2021

“Just as compassion is the wish that all sentient beings be free of suffering, loving-kindness is the wish that all may enjoy happiness. As with compassion, when cultivating loving-kindness it is important to start by taking a specific individual as a focus of our meditation, and we then extend the scope of our concern further and further, to eventually encompass and embrace all sentient beings. Again, we begin by taking a neutral person, a person who inspires no strong feelings in us, as our object of meditation. We then extend this meditation to individual friends and family members and, ultimately, our particular enemies.
We must use a real individual as the focus of our meditation, and then enhance our compassion and loving-kindness toward that person so that we can really experience compassion and loving-kindness toward others. We work on one person at a time.”
~ The Dalai Lama ~

today, i’m still celebrating the beginning of the end of nuclear weapons and contemplating how we wage peace and  i come to being deep peace of the flowing wave and boundless sky which brings me right to the lineage of the order of the  zen peacemakers and their practices which open the space for the deep peace arising from true emptiness of false self… let us go to the edge trusting in the implicate order to bring all that is into cosmic balance…

SiddhiZen Peacemaking

THREE REFUGES OF A ZEN PEACEMAKER

Inviting all creations into the mandala of my practice and vowing to serve them, I take refuge in:
Buddha, the awakened nature of all beings.
Dharma, the ocean of wisdom and compassion.
Sangha, the community of those living in harmony with all Buddhas and Dharmas.

THREE TENETS OF A ZEN PEACEMAKER

Taking refuge and entering the stream of Engaged Spirituality, I vow to live a life of:

Not knowing, thereby giving up fixed ideas about myself and the universe.
Bearing witness to the joy and suffering of the world.
Healing myself and others.

TEN PRACTICES OF A ZEN PEACEMAKER

  1. Peacemakers throughout all space and time recognize that they are not separate from all that is.  This is the practice of Non-Killing.  I will not lead a harmful life nor encourage others to do so, and will abstain from killing living beings, thus living in harmony with all life and the environment sustaining it.
  2. Peacemakers throughout all space and time are satisfied with what they have.  This is the practice of Non-Stealing.  I will not take anything not given, and will freely give, ask for, and accept what is needed.
  3. Peacemakers throughout all space and time encounter all creations with respect and dignity.  This is the practice of Chaste Conduct.  I will give and accept love and friendship without using or clinging.
  4. Peacemakers throughout all space and time listen and speak truthfully and compassionately.  This is the practice of Non-Lying.  I will compassionately and constructively speak the truth as I perceive it, purposely deceiving no one.
  5. Peacemakers throughout all space and time cultivate a mind that sees clearly.  This is the practice of Not Being Deluded.  I will embrace all experience directly.
  6. Peacemakers throughout all space and time realize lovingkindness.  This is the practice of Not Talking About Others’ Errors and Faults.  Accepting what each moment offers, I will realize that I am not separate from any aspect of life.
  7. Peacemakers throughout all space and time realize equanimity.  This is the practice of Not Elevating Oneself and Blaming Others.  I will not blame, judge, or criticize others, nor compete with others or covet recognition.  In this way, I practice inclusiveness.
  8. Peacemakers throughout all space and time are generous.  This is the practice of Not Being Stingy.  I will not foster a mind of poverty in myself or others, and will use all the ingredients of my life, giving my best effort and accepting the result.
  9. Peacemakers throughout all space and time transform suffering into wisdom.  This is the practice of Not Being Angry.  I will not harbor resentment, rage, or revenge, and will roll all negative experience into my practice.
  10. Peacemakers throughout all space and time honor their lives as instruments of peacemaking.  This is the practice of Not Thinking Ill of the Three Refuges.  I will recognize that I and all beings are expressions of oneness, diversity, and harmony.

shanti, shanti, shantihi…

Poetic Peace Pilgrimage – Year 8 – Day 37 – 1/22/2021

today is the day, nuclear weapons are illegal under international law… the treaty on the prohibition of nuclear weapons is a significant step forward toward the future creating a bold vision of a nuclear weapons-free world, shifting our focus to the inhumane aspect impact of these weapons and proclaiming a global consensus to address this existential issue… striving to bring our global perception of nuclear weapons closer in line with their terrible reality, the treaty formally enshrines the necessity of their total elimination for the good of all our relations…

people have worked to abolish nuclear weapons since they were first invented in 1945 and today the countless activists, agitators, scientists, physicians, spiritual leaders, legal professionals, mayors, and more who stood against nuclear weapons can celebrate this amazing achievement…

  beginning a new chapter for nuclear disarmament, this landmark treaty prohibits nations from developing, testing, producing, manufacturing, transferring, possessing, stockpiling, using or threatening to use nuclear weapons, or allowing nuclear weapons to be stationed on their territory… it also prohibits assisting, encouraging or inducing anyone to engage in any of these activities…

ICAN’s President, Beatrice Fihn, said, “This is just the beginning … States that haven’t joined the treaty will feel its power too — we can expect companies to stop producing nuclear weapons and financial institutions to stop investing in nuclear weapon-producing companies.”

United Nations Secretary-General, António Guterres, commented,“Entry into force is a tribute to the survivors of nuclear explosions and tests, many of whom advocated for this Treaty.” He went on to describe the entry into force as “the culmination of a worldwide movement to draw attention to the catastrophic humanitarian consequences of any use of nuclear weapons. It represents a meaningful commitment towards the total elimination of nuclear weapons, which remains the highest disarmament priority of the United Nations.”

may the nine nuclear nations join the treaty so that peace prevails on earth… 

Poetic Peace Pilgrimage – Year 8 – Day 36 – 1/21/2021

today’s pilgrimage of traveling along the beautyway deeper and deeper into this unknown land where i’ve been dwelling almost three weeks/lifetimes is a caravan of re-joy-sing, a moment, a beautiful moment of eternity of walking in beauty, being breathed and walked on the beautyway and transported into the field beyond where we are one family walking each other home, walking with each other into great mystery… blessings and blissings for all our relations as we saunter along the rainbow trail seeing divine beauty in each moment, each beautiful moment… namaste…

“For the Traveler

Every time you leave home,
Another road takes you
Into a world you were never in.

New strangers on other paths await.
New places that have never seen you
Will startle a little at your entry.
Old places that know you well
Will pretend nothing
Changed since your last visit.

When you travel, you find yourself
Alone in a different way,
More attentive now
To the self you bring along,
Your more subtle eye watching
You abroad; and how what meets you
Touches that part of the heart
That lies low at home:

How you unexpectedly attune
To the timbre in some voice,
Opening in conversation
You want to take in
To where your longing
Has pressed hard enough
Inward, on some unsaid dark,
To create a crystal of insight
You could not have known
You needed
To illuminate
Your way.

When you travel,
A new silence
Goes with you,
And if you listen,
You will hear
What your heart would
Love to say.

A journey can become a sacred thing:
Make sure, before you go,
To take the time
To bless your going forth,
To free your heart of ballast
So that the compass of your soul
Might direct you toward
The territories of spirit
Where you will discover
More of your hidden life,
And the urgencies
That deserve to claim you.

May you travel in an awakened way,
Gathered wisely into your inner ground;
That you may not waste the invitations
Which wait along the way to transform you.

May you travel safely, arrive refreshed,
And live your time away to its fullest;
Return home more enriched, and free
To balance the gift of days which call you.”

~ John O’Donohue ~

Poetic Peace Pilgrimage – Year 8 – Day 35 – 1/20/2021

today, the world witnesses the peaceful transfer of power in the states of north america at a moment of conscious uncertainty on the world clock… for this new beginning, i resolve to be what anima mundi calls us to be… yes, today, i pick up my thread from the unraveled world tapestry to dreamweave a new world of imagination with wonder and wisdom/re-member the ancient dream of the people… thousandfold thanks for doing the same, for in our coming together to stand in love for love and acting from this place, we are the beloved community…

in honor of this inauguration, the omens foretold from birds in flight of what the future holds, here is the poem offered by the amazing amanda, national youth poet laureate, the youngest poet to deliver a poem on this occasion – what an auspicious omen…

~

The Hill We Climb

When day comes we ask ourselves,
where can we find light in this never-ending shade?
The loss we carry,
a sea we must wade
We’ve braved the belly of the beast
We’ve learned that quiet isn’t always peace
And the norms and notions
of what just is
Isn’t always just-ice
And yet the dawn is ours
before we knew it
Somehow we do it
Somehow we’ve weathered and witnessed
a nation that isn’t broken
but simply unfinished
We the successors of a country and a time
Where a skinny Black girl
descended from slaves and raised by a single mother
can dream of becoming president
only to find herself reciting for one
And yes we are far from polished
far from pristine
but that doesn’t mean we are
striving to form a union that is perfect
We are striving to forge a union with purpose
To compose a country committed to all cultures, colors, characters and
conditions of man
And so we lift our gazes not to what stands between us
but what stands before us
We close the divide because we know, to put our future first,
we must first put our differences aside
We lay down our arms
so we can reach out our arms
to one another
We seek harm to none and harmony for all
Let the globe, if nothing else, say this is true:
That even as we grieved, we grew
That even as we hurt, we hoped
That even as we tired, we tried
That we’ll forever be tied together, victorious
Not because we will never again know defeat
but because we will never again sow division
Scripture tells us to envision
that everyone shall sit under their own vine and fig tree
And no one shall make them afraid
If we’re to live up to our own time
Then victory won’t lie in the blade
But in all the bridges we’ve made
That is the promised glade
The hill we climb
If only we dare
It’s because being American is more than a pride we inherit,
it’s the past we step into
and how we repair it
We’ve seen a force that would shatter our nation
rather than share it
Would destroy our country if it meant delaying democracy
And this effort very nearly succeeded
But while democracy can be periodically delayed
it can never be permanently defeated
In this truth
in this faith we trust
For while we have our eyes on the future
history has its eyes on us
This is the era of just redemption
We feared at its inception
We did not feel prepared to be the heirs
of such a terrifying hour
but within it we found the power
to author a new chapter
To offer hope and laughter to ourselves
So while once we asked,
how could we possibly prevail over catastrophe?
Now we assert
How could catastrophe possibly prevail over us?
We will not march back to what was
but move to what shall be
A country that is bruised but whole,
benevolent but bold,
fierce and free
We will not be turned around
or interrupted by intimidation
because we know our inaction and inertia
will be the inheritance of the next generation
Our blunders become their burdens
But one thing is certain:
If we merge mercy with might,
and might with right,
then love becomes our legacy
and change our children’s birthright
So let us leave behind a country
better than the one we were left with
Every breath from my bronze-pounded chest,
we will raise this wounded world into a wondrous one
We will rise from the gold-limbed hills of the west,
we will rise from the windswept northeast
where our forefathers first realized revolution
We will rise from the lake-rimmed cities of the midwestern states,
we will rise from the sunbaked south
We will rebuild, reconcile and recover
and every known nook of our nation and
every corner called our country,
our people diverse and beautiful will emerge,
battered and beautiful
When day comes we step out of the shade,
aflame and unafraid
The new dawn blooms as we free it
For there is always light,
if only we’re brave enough to see it
If only we’re brave enough to be it

~

may we be brave enough to see and be the light we are…

Poetic Peace Pilgrimage – Year 8 – Day 34 – 1/19/2021

on this eve of the peaceful transfer of power in the usa, i am digging deeply and looking back to this moment four years ago to see what i had written and feel it more emphatically tonight as i once again re-member the words of the Dalai Lama about our island home desperately needing more peacemakers, healers, restorers, lovers and storytellers which reminds me of an old legend of the first peoples of this land of turtle island… i love illustrating this post with the beautiful painting of the peace tree all the more so because i’m in the third week of “living outside the camp” and from this perch i see a tree that looks just like the peace tree which is a great soulace in these times of dissolution, dissolving into caterpillar soup awaiting imaginal cells to come on line winging us into peace and harmony…

passed down orally from generation to generation, it is a legend about a savior named deganawida, the peacemaker, originating over a thousand years ago during the final decades of pre-columbian america at a time like now, a time of pervasive fear and instability in the haudenosaunee world when a young virgin gave birth to a son… she was told in a dream that “your child will be a messenger of the creator and will bring peace and harmony to the people on earth.”

when deganawida came of age he told his mother, “I shall now build my canoe from white stone, for the time has come for me to start my mission in this world. I know I must travel afar on lakes and rivers to seek out the council smoke of nations beyond this lake. It is now time for me to go stop the shedding of blood among human beings.”

as deganawida began his mission, he first encountered a group of hunters who were fleeing from the bloodshed in the their own village and he instructed them: “Go back to your people and tell them that the Good News of Peace and Righteousness has come to your nation.”

the peacemaker’s mission, as the many accounts of the legend make clear, was to reestablish the natural equilibrium on which the well being of individuals, societies, and the whole of creation depends… deganawida achieved this mission by healing them—by “making their minds straight.” deganawida’s role was not that of a warrior, but a redemptive shaman—a healer… he was quite explicit about the mission: “health means peace, for that is what comes when minds are sane and bodies are cared for.”

the peacemaker, like the rainmaker, like all healers and medicine elders well knows that conflict is born of suffering and the root causes must be addressed for the village to come back into health and equilibrium where all feel they belong and are cared for and are treated with dignity… may we all breathe deeply together into the sacred space of wisdom and courageously take on the transformative mission of being peacemakers every moment of eternity…