this week is so challenging to be free flowing patience, a week of such muddy waters taking the form of congestion, a head cold making it hard to breathe, a wu wei week of being so still deep in the void… yes, it is uncomfortable and yes, it is a stretch in such moments to be present in the moment in love and gratitude trusting the water will clear, the congestion will break open… trusting the water is clear, trusting the congestion is broken open… for now, all i can do is surrender, soften into the embrace of mystery and wait patiently re-membering everything is grace, especially this moment, this breakthrough moment…